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i changed my blog

2006-05-05T14:47:00.000+03:00

Hi people , I moved to http://raeef.wordpress.com .
Thank you

long 4 days

2006-05-02T01:31:00.000+03:00

Its almost 1:30 am , I still have to shave and trying to sleep cause I have to wake up at 7 and prepare to go to Irbid since I stayed home this vacation and didn’t sleep in my dorm.
It was really long weekend extended with two days cause I already enjoy 2 days off during the week (Monday and Wednesday) add to that one day for the labor day( although its supposed to be on Monday but our kind government made it on Sunday)

Long 4 days, doing nothing but sleeping, watching TV, and of course internet.

Even today I had to go to the bank, but I was too lazy to wake up, and I did that after my dad’s visit to my room (maybe at 1 pm).

As I always tell myself I have a master in time wasting.

I try to find something useful that I might did today, but it was a very hard task to look. Anyway I failed: D

My regards

alines

2006-04-30T13:45:00.000+03:00

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thoughts

2006-04-29T14:30:00.000+03:00

How much does it cost to do the right thing or to say the truth?
I watched a movie on MBC 2, it’s title was the insider; it’s talking about a man who loses almost every thing just to clear his conscious and to speak out the truth, my teacher today said something I may relate it to this subject, he said “knowing the right thing is not enough or isn’t that hard, but doing the right thing is the real accomplishment” said a wise man :D.
How can you be sure that this is the right thing to do? No one can, in science we don’t have anything that its certain 100% even the purest substance can’t be 100% pure, in other words we just can’t be sure of anything 100%.
So why should one of us lose his life for something he believes in?

Is it a time when one of us is lead by his heart not his mind?
In such occasions one might say I know its right but I just can’t know why.

world cup

2006-04-28T17:14:00.000+03:00

I hate ART; the only football event that I used to watch with enthusiasm is not for free anymore.
Do I have to pay for every game that I'll watch?

Are you kidding me? Now I have to pay money to watch KSA playing again.

I don’t think so, maybe they'll broadcast it on Jordan local channel, but as many say it's unlikely to happen this year.

So I think that’s it, no world cup for me this year, maybe few games. :???: 3 jds for the game :O just to watch it :O?

looz a5dar loz mbarqaa3

2006-04-15T14:49:00.000+03:00

Palestinian issues

2006-04-15T02:44:00.000+03:00

Today my uncle came from Palestine; he lives in arabeh –jneen. he was tired of the long and hard journey –if I can call it so-they had to take a shortcut through farms to avoid facing any Israeli soldiers.

I kept listening to him talking about the situation, the poverty, Hamas in power or fate7 people just doesn’t care as long as they have their salaries in their pockets, we, the people who are living aboard know nothing and maybe not willing to do so.

Anyways the reason of his visit was he’s going to AUE with his son to set up a job for him, he said after his elder son was arrested and sentenced for 8 years in the Israeli jails , he decided to take his younger one outside the country , the man cannot afford losing another one.

We can watch the news and comment, argue with our selves and people we know about the situation their, if hamas will do something or not, if hamas was better that the others or not, but in fact there is something that we forget, we are not living their, and as the Arabic proverb says ele be3ed el 3o9i msh zay ele byakolhm.

مدارس عناتا: قلق يومي واعتقالات من داخل الحصص

2006-04-13T00:13:00.000+03:00

خليها ليوم السبت!! السبت من كل أسبوع هو يوم الراحة النفسية لأهالي قرية "عناتا" شرقي مدينة القدس الآباء والأمهات ينجزون أعمالهم براحة تامة دون أن يكون ذهنهم شاردا على بوابة المدرسة، أو مترقبا لوقت انتهاء اليوم الدراسي. في الواحدة ظهرا على مدى الأيام الباقية يحتشد الأهالي وسط البلدة ينتظرون خروج أبناءهم وبناتهم من المدرسة، يمسكون بأيديهم ويسيرون معا باتجاه البيت، هذا المشهد يصور الحياة اليومية على مدار الاسبوع، لكن الامور بدات تتغير على بوابة المدرسة منذ بداية السنة الدراسية الحالية، الانتظار اليومي قد يمتد الى ساعات او لبعض الايام

full article
http://www.stopthewall.org/arabic/cgi-bin/arabic/publish/article_69.shtml

spring in jordan

2006-04-12T16:59:00.000+03:00

i dont know where is that, but i'll find out and tell u :D
photos taken by weddo

exam raye7 exam jay

2006-04-11T18:43:00.000+03:00

I studied for 2 hours today

This is something extraordinary :D but I have an exam on Thursday :@

I keep taking those short but long breaks, coffee breaks, TV breaks, anything that can be added to the word break :D

I have this problem when I usually study for my exams, I can easily drop my book and get busy doing anything especially when I feel that I'll finish soon.

Last semester last exams. What a boring one :@

Its happening again

2006-04-09T07:37:00.000+03:00

It's happening again. I could not sleep, at 2 am I went to my bed and something told me to find this book that I always wanted to read (alchemist) and the it was too great to leave so I kept reading till I finished it, it was around 4 am at that time, I tried to sleep then and it worked and I don’t know why but I had the chance to pray fajer this morning and that was around 5:30 am and till this moment I could not sleep again, I had to wake up at 9 am anyways so ma ajatesh 3a 2 hours

Shawshank Redemption quotes

2006-04-07T15:48:00.000+03:00

Remember, Red, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things. And no good thing ever dies.

I guess it comes down to a simple choice, really — "Get busy livin' or get busy dyin'."

The funny thing is — on the outside, I was an honest man, straight as an arrow. I had to come to prison to be a crook.

Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane.

I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up does rejoice. Still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone.

There is something

2006-04-06T23:36:00.000+03:00

There is something strange about Jordanian people, sometimes they just can’t have fun, last Friday I went to a lovely spot on Jordan road. Nothing much to do but enjoying a cup of tea with some friends it was great till some noisy people started to come rising their car’s stereo with strange songs that no one of us recognized it and they started singing and repeating after the singer as they have lovely voices. Anyways despite that I had my share of fun.
7amduelelah

Gangs of Irbid

2006-04-06T20:29:00.000+03:00

A friend of mine was attacked yesterday, he was rubbed and finally he ran for his life. After going to the police station he found that his number is 11 (11 on the victimsÂ list) or maybe more, a group of three attacked him using 2 knifes one of them pointed his knife to his neck and the other enjoyed playing with another knife besides my friendÂs head.
Many thoughts crossed his mind yesterday, he told us some and I am sure he kept himself many of those crazy thoughts; he said something about the flash back or timeline that most of the people play it when they are in such situations. He kept looking at the bright knife and wondering if it would be painted in red within the upcoming minutes.

He mentioned something about three men were in a car and they looked at him hanging between two knifes; they did nothing and didnÂt bother calling the police.

Three drunk animals had the chance to end his life. By the way they did it with someone of their victims and he died on last Friday...

The police caught on of them by chance (of course) and they managed to get the other two names.

untitled 3

2006-04-06T18:34:00.000+03:00

Missing someone is something that I hate. Unfortunately it happens to me a lot.
I have a friend that I did not contact for two months or more, every time I catch my mobile and start dialing or writing a new SMS I stop, I keep thinking why it should be me!
I know it may look selfish or childish act but still I do it.
Is an SMS is something great to ask from a friend? If that was the case then maybe I should not call them friends anymore!

untitled 2

2006-04-06T18:32:00.000+03:00

This semester I am taking a course with a great teacher, he can attract me to most of his lectures, and he can deliver information to anyone easily. But this is not the only thing that makes him great, what’s great in him that he truly feels he has a duty, a duty that he should do it well. You can feel that he’s interested in what we say.
Almost every lecture he talks about subjects that can affect our lives things about how can you be a good engineer or simply a good person.
Sometimes I think it’s not fair to call this guy a “doctor”, a word that combines him with a stupid one like the one I told you about before.

untitled 1

2006-04-06T18:30:00.000+03:00

Last Monday I did nothing… exactly nothing, I woke up around three pm stayed home and ordered some food and kept on switching between sleeping and TV, I brought a book just in case I wanted to study something but I didn’t.

Yesterday I compared my day with one of my friend’s days... he works and studies , he’s older than me by 3 or more years ,anyways his day has no starts and ends ,its mixed he starts his work around 5 pm and finishes around 7 am sometimes he has time to go and have a fast breakfast at home and maybe rest for a while then he should go to the university .he was talking yesterday and I was thinking about my glorious day “ a day of nothing” -I should write a book about nothing I feel am an expert in that- I told him that.. He said something about even if he had this plenty of free time something will come up and something always comes up.

bir flu in jordan

2006-04-02T17:08:00.000+03:00

A taxi fromEgypt

2006-04-01T02:09:00.000+03:00

Things that you should have or do in order to enjoy your time in Jordan

2006-03-28T18:15:00.000+02:00

1-you should be football fan, watch all games for your team and any game for competing teams. You should always talk about football and look like an expert with the rules, memorizing the players’ names is a prerequisite.

2- You should know how to play cards, at least 2 games ( Trix and Tarneeb are preferred games in Jordan you can take free courses from your collage friends most of them are expert in such games)
Games like those can play a great rule in wasting your time especially if you were living with 3 guys.

3 – You should smoke argeleeh.

4- Having a girl friend is an optional thing just in case you wanted to enter most of the cafes in Jordan cause they always use “couples only “ thingy.

Now an example of an evening using the first 3 points:
A Minimum of 4 guys go to someone’s house or just a coffee shop start playing cards and smoking argeleeh for about infinity hours of course most of the talk would be concentrated on cards(discussing why your partner was stupid in the last game, or just looking for a missing card or football.)

Have a nice evening

stupid doctor or just un-updated one?

2006-03-28T18:11:00.000+02:00

A month ago I was there in my lecture listening to that SMART doctor, he was talking about something that I know very well and of course he made an obvious mistake, I didn’t want to look rude so I corrected him by asking a question .but he lost his common sense he just cannot understand that information changes, and what he took 10 years ago may not work now.
I tried to convince him and we talked or almost had a fight for about 5 minutes then I remembered something, it’s my last semester _ insha’allah _and it’s my last course, do I really need a fight with a teacher? Of course NO
I stopped and nodded my head with a YES on every thing he said latter. And he enjoyed his small victory with declaring that I will know my mistake in the upcoming lessons.

Last Thursday

2006-03-25T00:14:00.000+02:00

Last Thursday I booked my ticket, my bus was supposed to be at 2:40 pm but I had the chance to get on the 2:30 pm one, and I wish I didn’t ,someone I knew had an empty place beside him.
I took tow tablets of Panadol coz I had a bad headache, the man just started talking and talking and talking and talking
I tried to listen to something other than his voice, but my CD player wasn’t working at that time (but it worked when I was home!!)
Some people just can’t read your expressions!

The moral of the story : always wait for your bus.

today

2006-03-25T00:01:00.000+02:00

I woke up late and I almost missed jum’aa’s prayer... I kept waiting for a place outside but it seemed that many people came today and the mosque was overloaded.
An old man was putting his hands trying to save a place for his friend, for a moment I didn’t feel that am in a mosque anymore!!

Holding places in a mosque?!

Some people grabbed something so we can set on it.. I helped in placing it but I was amazed of the people who had the pleasure steeling my so called place...

untitled

2006-03-20T17:06:00.000+02:00

Since it’s my last semester in university (insha’allah) many questions keep coming and coming. Yesterday one of my friends asked me what I ‘am planning to do after this year.

Well I didn’t have that obvious plan, I answered that am thinking of working for a couple of years or maybe getting an MBA directly. I didn’t know exactly.

Life is so complicated to have a direct pre-programmed plan. I have many plans, back up plans for back up plans, its not that easy to implement a future target... everything is changing and I just can’t think about everything and In fact I shouldn’t think about everything. Sometimes I wonder what my life would look like if I chose different major or just another university. Every step we take will alter our life’s path forever. If someone told me that he’s thinking about such things I will advice him to postponed it and use “first things first” thingy... but this doesn’t work for me

...

2006-03-19T12:37:00.000+02:00

Yesterday my father woke me up telling me that his mother passed away, the strange thing that just the day before I was talking about her, Allah yer7amaha..

i felt sad of course but not that sad, maybe cause she didn't live with us in the same house and I rarely saw her .. Maybe once every 2 years or so.

I have nothing to add
salam

Unity

2006-03-18T02:14:00.000+02:00

On Thursday I went to this small show in my university, it was composed from several sections representing different countries most of them Arabic and Islamic.
I felt ashamed that I knew nothing about many countries... Countries that I share religion and culture with them.

I feel angry when someone doesn’t know the fact about the Palestinian-Israeli conflict or when someone cannot remember if Amman was in Jordan or Jordan was in Amman like some of the Egyptians I met.
I guess I share with those people the same amount of stupidity or at least laziness … laziness in getting information and learning about those countries that we are supposed to share same blood!!

Noise..

2006-03-14T12:38:00.000+02:00

its every where..
yesterday I was too tired and of course sick.. I had flue(and still) with headache and some other breathing issues… I was thinking of buying a new breathing system.. anyway .. that wasn’t the problem.. I was watching this movie.. Old school.. and people kept coming and coming.. after a while I fount my self in a room with six guys and two sheshaS :D..

It wasn’t that bad.. I enjoyed the nothing that we did.. but at that time I think I completed a full 40 hours without sleeping ..

Now am still tired.. I don’t know why I don’t just sleep when I have nothing to do.. and most of the time I do.

The problem that most of the times when I go to bed my brain keep recycling those useless ideas about nothing.. sometimes I keep thinking about same issues.. questions that I already answered
Till I understand this fact.. that I answered this one.. a new one just click.. and it goes like this over and over..

2 weeks ago

The weekly trip

2006-03-09T20:57:00.000+02:00

The weekly Irbid Amman trip... it was actually nice one today... I was alone just listening to songs or something like songs... I wanted to read but the headache told me not to. He said he will be upset if I did
And of course I can't upset my dear friend Mr. headache... What I like in him that he has an object , clear one... and he manages to do his job perfectly most of the time... anyway this is not what I wanted to talk about..
The bus started moving and I had a guy next to me... a question popped in my mind if I should offer him gum or not...

The first seen after a while was for a bus just like ours... a slight accident that closed the road between irbid the city and the highway... the driver took another road... And after sometime another accident but this time it was an awful one... a small bus was turned upside down, and from its look it seemed that most of the people in it were injured... most of the time I have those day dreams about some accident that occurs to me on this stupid road... Actually I had one before.

Life and death... Winter and spring... The lovely dark green hills under those angry clouds, the seen was broken with those accidents... or it was not!?
I wished that I had a camera with me... I would've taken many pictures... As they say one picture equals 1000 words or more especially words like mine!

thoughts

2006-02-14T01:50:00.000+02:00

Am thinking about sickness and death too much in the past days... And it’s not that nice topic to think about for sure... I think one of the main reasons that led me to these kinds of thoughts that one of my best friends discovered that he had this disease... One that had no treatment and in its final stages it will lead to death or at least high level of disability. This is what I knew about it after reading and asking some doctors. And they all had the same results

The problem that someone like me can offer nothing... Just words and am not great in it... and even if I was... What shall I do?

Just random thoughts that keep crossing my mind every now and then... Sometimes I wonder if I myself was thinking that way... What about him?

dawn again

2006-02-09T05:02:00.000+02:00

So am back with the dawn posts …
Really it’s a lovely time... I can’t get bored of it... Now am hearing the first athan. Its becoming a spiritual time when you hear those multiple voices mixed together in a wonderful way.

0

2006-02-08T02:56:00.000+02:00

Sometimes I surprise myself with these black thoughts I have.

TV

2006-01-31T02:31:00.000+02:00

I finished watching the movie on channel 2 MBC and then I wanted to check what’s on, anything to watch because it has been a while without watching TV, anyway there was nothing to watch so of course I’ll go to the clips channels... I wont call them music channels coz simply its not about the music anymore its not about songs its about clips and those stupid text that are shown below.. Sometimes I think: so what? The internet and its chat is not enough to us so we use the mobile and TV to chat? Do we really have this amount of money and time to spend sending: hi, is a handsome guy from KSA …?

Anyway this is not what I wanted to talk about... It is this guy called jad shweree what’s up with this guy? Is it 5alef to3raf? Wela far3oon meen far3anak: D?

So in his new clip he gives this model a French kiss... I think this how they call it… the problem for me now is not about the kiss it self because we have loads of it in the TV both Arabic and English channels... But what made me mad is that after the clip ends. Mr. Jad kept repeating the kiss many times with him” singing” I will do what ever I want. “ra7 a3mal ele fe bali aw hek eshi”

Now am thinking I should really stop watching so called Music channels…. “Eykather 5erhm.”

f6oor

2006-01-30T04:22:00.000+02:00

والله يا رجل بحكولك صدام خان وباع..صب شاي ..والله يا سيدي الواحد بطل عارف شو ايصدق ومين الصح
اه والله هتلك ارغيفين .. يا زلمة شفت امبارح الدم كيف كان عل جزيرة للركب (بالله صحن اللفت ..منظرو بشهي) والله شفتو واماقدرتش اكمل الغدا قمت طفيتو وارجعت
والله الله بعين هالشعبين أكلوها.
يا زلمة هالحمص زاكي من وين؟ شكلو من هاشم.
ايسهل عليها غزة هاشم .. مش احتلوها اولاد الكلب؟.
انا داري .. حط زيت حط. يرحم بيارات جدّك.
بس ياخي انا مش عارف ليش ما انتصرنا؟ عاد بنصلي و بنصوم.

25th April 2003

So am back

2006-01-28T01:22:00.000+02:00

So am back!!

I wish I stayed there more... and more
Is it a wrong feeling?
Just when my foot touched the land of Amman airport I watched a mini fight between a Libyan guy and a Jordanian one... I kept hunting a smiley face... But there was none... People were mad... Most of them!! Or all of them...

It wasn’t that important.. The main problem was that I returned.

In the car I was forced to listen to the same old father and mother talks… bad routine? Or just an ordinary day in Jordan?

8 pm... Temperature was 4º streets were empty like we are living in the North Pole…

Compared to Egypt people sleep with chickens … in my last day in Egypt we went to a Qahweh just to play nard (6awleh) it was 3 am … people started to come and after a while more than 10 people were there... and yes it was freezing at that time... but do they care?

It wasn’t that fancy place, but a happy place? Am sure of that

Happy Eid

2006-01-09T13:46:00.000+02:00

hayppy Eid for You All ... Eid MubaraaaaK

fekra

2006-01-04T23:09:00.000+02:00

Some people u only wish if you had met them long time ago

some people u regret the day that u met them

some u feel that u wasted the time u spent with them

and some... balash :D

Egypt again

2006-01-03T21:19:00.000+02:00

Today I felt that I was crazy ... AM I?

I was smiling while am in the microbus.. ( Micro as they say it in Egypt)

I was thinking about a phrase . .. Someone told me that u always feel like you are in an egyption series while walking and going in Egypt... At that moment I was focusing on the conversation between the driver and someone else.. For real I felt like am living a living series :D .. The actors are every where and they play their roles very well.. The only one who looked odd is me ...

its really a very ta7sheeshON BalAD :D

something about the new year

2006-01-03T20:54:00.000+02:00

A new year has come. And new year have just finished (akeed) . You can say that I was waiting for this year not coz it is special or something but only because I will graduate (nshala)

this is the only reason I guess .. Nothing else..

and why should it differ anyway? Its just another year that will pass faster than 2005 and then we will wait and say happy new year again and again...

as it shows I have nothing 2 say :D

يومي

2005-12-26T03:52:00.000+02:00

في كل يوم

ألملم نفسي

أستشرق شمسي

أتمهل.. أتردد

وفم يهذي

أحبـــــك

كلمة تأبى أن تأتي

أقف أحيِّي

أتلعثم.. أتشرذم

الطقس جميل؟؟!

ترد بنعم... وتمشي

last night

2005-12-26T01:59:00.000+02:00

I cant get the idea about paying money to be scared?

when u go to play some scary games like Russian mountain or anything like that .. Or even when u pay ur money to watch a scary movie :D

its funny how we pay for such things. And some people live these things and have to pay nothing but maybe their lives.

2 days ago I watched this movie: ... Emily rose// its supposed to be based on a true story .. Anyway it was a good movie and I survived the first night without having any dreams, but the guy who went with me had his share of those dark dreams in the first night..

so yesterday I wake up on the sound of my roommate .. He was sleeping and screaming.. This wasn't related to the movie in his case coz he didn't watch it in the first place.. But now I started to have this scary and stupid ideas.. I couldn't sleep.. So I used my mobile to connect to the messenger and tried to waste my time till I sleep but people ran away from msn :D ... So I spent my time reading BBC news :D
thx bbc for ur great amount of news .. So someone in my case can read and read and read...

2005-12-20T22:33:00.000+02:00

You cant but admire a country like Egypt... Its really a large one compared to Jordan . But space is not the main factor.

in the past days I learned a lot about Egypt I liked most of the people I met.. Most of them were simple and helpful.
the most thing that you make you think is how large the space between the poor people and those who have all the money... Having lunch for about 80 pound " almost 10 jds" when many people here get salaries less that 300 pound.

having the Nile and many houses don't have running water in it.

people driving cars worth more than 500,000 pounds driving on the same streets with people riding on donkeys
funny

2005-12-15T23:17:00.000+02:00

u know what !!! am not going to write it again... i wrote a post but it got lost. :(

hey from here

2005-12-12T11:27:00.000+02:00

hi people..

I was away for a while because am in Egypt now , and I don't use the internet that much anymore.. not coz its not available but coz i don't have time . Egypt is taking all my time :D

anyway just passed to send my salamZ

I hate it but I keep

2005-11-29T00:52:00.000+02:00

I hate it but I keep doing it over and over..

Why I should always keep every thing that I should do to the last minute?
I had more that a month to finish this report and just today I should finish most of it. Why? Because I was surprised with my flight date… yeah I expected it to be this day but I kept saying no wait wait…
Anyway I’ll finish it inshala today, but I think I’ll need a couple of hours
Wish me luck

Linux is Doomed, Thanks to Microsoft

2005-11-26T11:24:00.000+02:00

e Linux community was left stunned when Windows Server software outsold Linux in the server market. Gartner, Inc. recently reported that sales of Windows systems accounted for nearly 37 percent of all server revenue in the last quarter while Linux accounted for 31.7 percent. Windows has a 5+ percent lead over Linux, which should be the cause for celebration at Microsoft.

Is this the downfall or, as they say, the beginning of the end of Linux? Most definitely not. Before the folks at Redmond rejoice too much, there are some things they need to consider.

First, the study says that Windows based Servers accounted for 37 percent in revenue. Now traditionally, Windows based systems are more expensive than Linux based systems, so even if vendors sold lesser number of Windows systems, the price difference could ensure that Windows sales revenue was higher. This implies that, in terms of pure numbers, Linux could very well have outsold Windows.

The research unfortunately only refers to the sales revenue rather than overall profits and market share. Like the Xbox, Microsoft could be under selling the product just to hold on to its market share, and with such deep pockets, I wouldn’t expect it to do anything less.

Another thing this research proves is that despite the affordable deployment cost with Linux systems, and perhaps even security advantages, a lot of buyers are still opting for Windows based systems, which means that Linux promoters need to buckle up and do some…well… promoting. Then again, I don’t think I can lay all the blame on Linux promoters. Microsoft has marketed itself so well with seamless integration and things that matter most in a structured IT environment that Linux simply has a troubling time convincing customers to choose an uncertain and alien solution, at least when compared to Microsoft’s offering.

The most important reason that Windows based servers are doing so well could be that programmers find it extremely easy to work on .Net and other related technologies (seamless integration). Plus, you have hassle free and rapid support from Microsoft, which is a comforting feature for corporate customers. When Windows Live comes in, we will see further integration between the server and online technical support areas, thereby making the troubleshooting process easier for in-house administrators and reducing overhead costs for the company.

How long can Windows maintain its lead remains a mystery, but one thing is certain, if the Linux community (enterprise) thought of Microsoft as a tough competitor up until this point, wait till it unleashes its upcoming technologies, and they will face even tougher competition from the world’s largest software maker.

Recent rumors claimed that Microsoft wanted to giveaway its OS for free by integrating advertisements in the OS itself. If that happens (provided the method is secure enough), I don’t know what the figures would be in terms of revenue, but Windows will most definitely "outsell" Linux in sheer numbers and that could perhaps be touted as the beginning of the end of Linux.

http://www.cooltechzone.com/index.php?option=content&task=view&id=2026&Itemid=0

2005-11-22T00:29:00.000+02:00

i liked the picture its so innocent and quite. green and white. not pure one but at least white

Last week...

2005-11-22T00:14:00.000+02:00

Last week our supervisor paid us a visit to the company. And god I hate this man a lot, but what to do? The man I hate is my supervisor el 7amduellaah.

He came and just started to talk about the training thing. Then every single word that came out of his big mouth was about him. He used "I" more that breathing…

The problem is some students thought that he's somehow different of the others. A man of deeds not words. But at the end as I knew first every one of them is the same version with a different shape.

Either you are with us ...

2005-11-15T19:03:00.000+02:00

Either you are with us or against us.

Things won't ever be that black and white. When we heard this thing coming out of bush's mouth after September 11 most of us refused it and said this man is just crazy as we thought. Because it's never this or that thing. I can be part of this and part of that.

Now I heard and read this statement here in Jordan.
I now know for sure how attacks like this can make people think. Emotions control most of the people. They don’t think. And revenge rise up again as a logical way to solve the problem!!

When you hear people say we should hang this woman from her eyes or something like that as we are living in some pre historic life.

I wonder what people do in wars.
And I wonder how we can ask other nations to deal with us as humans if we don’t do that with ourselves.

Now I read in the newspaper that the Jordanian government is in its way to write a new law to fight terrorism and terror acts.
How can we fight something that most of us don’t really know how to define it? Now the government will define terrorism?

May Allah have mercy on us in the upcoming days….

...

2005-11-10T18:58:00.000+02:00

What a consequence that I was sleeping in both 9/11 and 11/9. When you wake up on such news you always think that you are dreaming. I won’t say I couldn’t believe it, no I did believe. The first thoughts that I had were: I pass by that hotel every now and then…
Yeah and I was in that one a week ago. The hit was too close this time.

انا لله و انا اليه راجعون

repeated idea

2005-11-05T16:09:00.000+02:00

Almost six months separate me from my graduation date. I guess I was waiting for that for a long time.
From the first days in your school and with your first school certificate people say “3o2bal el shehadeh el kbereh”
As it’s a standard phrase to say.
Anyway those who work now always say you will miss the uni days. Okay stop it, I know I will, and to tell you the truth I miss my early uni days already. But in the same time I always felt like this studying thing is like a huge load that is stuck with my foot
This feeling is getting more and more every day, maybe because some of my friends do work now, one is married and I have to continue this year. I won’t think about it that much if I was getting that befits of that long 5 years studying engineering.
Who am I kidding? I won’t use things I took in the uni and I already don’t remember them
So as a result we just go there every single day just to get the paper thingi.

Happy Eid

2005-11-01T23:19:00.000+02:00

So it's Eid
What I shall do?
I hope I can be childe again in that particular day, when Eid was just about getting 3edyeh of course and buying new clothes and toys. Now it's somehow complicated
I really don’t know what it's about these days. Visiting family member that you hardly can see but in the Eid time only?
I wont say " 3edon wa b2y 7alen 3odta ya 3eedo" cause it became a habit for the last 5, 10, 50 years or more
Maybe we will keep saying that till our last Eid in this life.

I thank Allah that I do the Eid prayer because maybe it’s the only thing that didn’t change that much from that time.

And of course " kol 3am wa ento b 5eer " happy Eid

an idea

2005-10-28T00:58:00.000+02:00

I am Muslim wearing modern clothes (as much as I can) (image placeholder)and would be very happy if we have one day accomplished our Islamic state which I believe is not just a dream.Our identity is not that clear these days, maybe cause we don’t care about it that muchIf we saw a man with a long beard most people will say this is a sheik, without hearing or dealing with him, we tend to judge people the way we want.I have this friend who told me a story of his friend (long chain(image placeholder)) that he lost any interest in Islam after he saw a "shai5” abusing children. I wonder would we still call him a sheik if he was like that!Maybe in the past they didn’t have that mixed environment so most people seemed to look alike but even then every one has his own way in expressing his own thoughts

2005-10-27T11:07:00.000+02:00

الغسيل

2005-10-25T22:26:00.000+02:00

قصة قصيرة
بائع الدوم العجوز كان أول من لاحظ.. تعالت الضحكات في المقهى الكبير إذ ظنه الجميع مجنوناً، بينما تأكدت أنا من وقاحته وهو يصف ملابسي وملابس زوجتي بدقة مدهشة، قميصي التي تآكلت أطرافه فأخفيها في البنطلون، ورجل البنطلون الأخضر التي رفتها زوجتي بخيط بني، وقميص نوم زوجتي الأحمر الذي بهت لونه.. غلى دمى، وقمت أسب الرجل ومن يستمعون إلى وقاحته، لم يحاول أحد تهدئتي، في ظروف أخرى كان يمكن أن يتحول وصفه لملابس زوجتي الداخلية إلى حكاية كبيرة تتفرع عنها حكايات، أما الآن فالبطل ليس هو الملابس، ولكن نظريته العجيبة التي يحاول إقناعهم بها.. خرجت من المقهى غاضباً مقسماً أن ألقى البائع العجوز وعربة الدوم في ترعة المحمودية إذا رأيته يبيع أمام بيتي، ولم ينتبه أحد إلى صراخي، إذ تعالى صوت العجوز يعيد شرح نظريته حول العلاقة بين غسيل زوجتي والمطر.فوجئت، في اليوم التالي، بعدد كبير من الرجال والشباب والنساء والأطفال يقفون أمام بيتي، وعيونهم معلقة على بلكونة شقتي.. كانت زوجتي تنوى غسل ملابسنا، لكنني طلبت منها ألا تفعل، بعد أن شرحت لها ما حدث بالمقهى..مر أسبوعان وزوجتي لا تغسل، ولا تجرؤ على الوقوف في البلكونة.. كان الناس يتناوبون الوقوف وعيونهم المحدقة في حبال غسيل بلكونتى تنتظر رؤية معجزة..لم أعد أطيق رائحة الملابس التي زكمت الشقة الضيقة فحولتها إلى جحيم.. طلبت من زوجتي أن تغسل كل الملابس المتسخة، لأنه لا معنى لأن نظل هكذا إلى الأبد بسبب خرافة أطلقها عجوز وقح.. ساعدت زوجتي لتنتهي من الغسيل بسرعة.. وخرجت لتنشره متجاهلة الجموع التي شهقت ولمعت عيونها عندما رأتها..انتهت زوجتي من نشر الغسيل، ودخلت الشقة، وألقت بنفسها فوق السرير منهكة من ثقل الضغط العصبي الذي تعرضت له.. لم تمر إلا دقائق، وسمعنا صوت المطر يهدر، نظرت من فرجة في شباك حجرة النوم، هالتني غزارة المطر، وأفزعني منظر الناس الذين تحولوا جميعاً إلى أطفال مجانين يرقصون تحت المطر، وينظرون إلى غسيل زوجتي بتقديس، أغلقت الشباك، تمددت فوق السرير، حاولت أن أنام بلا جدوى..مرت عدة أيام والمطر لا يتوقف، بدأت أفكر بجدية في نظرية العجوز المخرف، خرجت مع زوجتي إلى البلكونة، وجمعنا الغسيل كله، وألقينا به في طشت كبير في الحمام.. بعد دقائق توقف المطر.. لم أرد أن أصدق، وتحاشيت النظر في عيون زوجتي المذهولة.. أحضرت شاكوشاً وبضعة مسامير وحبال غسيل، وصعدت إلى سطح المنزل، دققت المسامير في الحوائط، وشددت بينها حبال الغسيل، وطلبت من زوجتي أن تنشر غسيلها على السطح بعيداً عن العيون..فوجئت بزوجتي تنزل من فوق السطح باكية منهارة بعد أن أكملت نشر الغسيل بصعوبة والعيون المكدسة فوق أسطح المنازل المطلة علينا تلتهمها بنظرات إجلال وخوف واتهام..لم يتوقف المطر حتى صعدت إلى السطح، وقطعت حبال الغسيل، وألقيت بالملابس في جوال قديم، ضربته بقدمي بغيظ ليتدحرج على السلالم ويستقر أمام باب شقتي، فحملته زوجتي، وفرغته في الطشت..وبعد دقائق من توقف المطر، دق باب شقتي، فتحته لأجد حشداً من الفلاحين وأصحاب الأراضي الزراعية، دخلوا قبل أن أطلب منهم الدخول، طلبوا من زوجتي نشر الغسيل فوراً، قالوا إن زرعهم قد يموت إذا لم تنشر زوجتي غسيلها ويسقط المطر، وافقت زوجتي تحت الضغط الشديد، وساعدتها في نشر الغسيل على حبال البلكونة..وفى صباح اليوم التالي، تدفقت الهدايا علينا، مع تأكيدات ألا نلم الغسيل حتى يطلبوا منا ذلك.. ورغم الضيق الشديد الذي شعرنا به، إلا أننا لم نستطع أن نفعل شيئاً.. حتى وجدنا عدداً كبيراً من التجار وأصحاب المقاهي والورش والسيارات والملاهي والباعة في السوق الكبير ومنظمي المسابقات الرياضية، يطرقون بابنا بعنف، ويدخلون دون استئذان، ويجبروننا على لم الغسيل فوراً، لأن المطر الشديد الذي استمر لعدة أيام تسبب في خسائر جسيمة لهم جميعاً، وانصرفوا وهم يؤكدون أن أي خسائر ستحدث لهم بعد ذلك بسبب المطر ستكون مسئوليتي شخصياً، وسأضطر لدفع ثمنها..جلست وزوجتي وحدنا ننظر في أكوام الغسيل المكدسة، ولا نعرف ماذا نفعل بها، ولم يستطع أحدنا أن يفتح فمه بكلمة يعبر بها عن أفكاره، أو ينفض هواجسه، أو يحاول الفهم، حتى هدنا التعب فنمنا جالسين..في الصباح اكتشفنا اختفاء حبال الغسيل من البلكونة، وأرسل الذين يكرهون المطر من أخذ غسيل زوجتي عنوة، وألقى لنا مبلغاً كبيراً، ثم جاء الراغبون في المطر وفوجئوا بعدم وجود الغسيل، فاشتروا لنا ملابس جديدة، وطلبوا من زوجتي غسلها ونشرها فوراً..دخلت زوجتي الحمام لتغسل الملابس الجديدة، ودخلت خلفها لأساعدها.. اتفقنا بالنظرات على الهرب من خلال شباك الحمام..ونحن في وسط البلدة، قابلنا جموعاً من كارهي المطر يحملون العصي والسكاكين والمسدسات، ويرددون جملة واحدة، "لا غسيل بعد اليوم"، حاولنا التراجع بعيداً عنهم، فوجدنا خلفنا عدداً كبيراً من راغبى المطر يرددون "اغسلي وانشري فوراً".. نظرت أنا وزوجتي للجموع المحتشدة حولنا بقلق.. والتقت عيوننا في حيرة.
12/12/2002منير عتيبة

أتا من هون

2005-10-25T22:21:00.000+02:00

طبعا المعلومات قديمة بس شو نعمل :D
بلدة عرابة
تقع جنوب غربي مدينة جنين وتبعد عنها 13كم، تتبع إدارياً لبلدية عرابة قريتان هما فقوعة وعربونة يصل إليها طريق معبد يتفرع عن طريق الرئيسي نابلس – جنين وطوله 1كم يحدها من الشمال سهل عرابة والكفيرات ومن الجنوب فحمة وعجة ومن الشرق قباطية ومركة ومن الغرب صيرا، ترتفع عن سطح البحر 400م، يدير شؤون البلدة مجلس بلدي، وتبلغ المساحة العمرانية للبلدة حوالي 2700 دونم، ومساحة أراضيها الكلية 39900 دونم، ويمتد جزء من هذه الأرض إلى المرتفعات في جنين، ويمتد الجزء الآخر إلى السهول، يعتمد اقتصاد البلدة على الزراعة التي تحقق نجاحاً كبيراً بفضل الأراضي الخصبة وكميات الأمطار المتساقطة وتشغل الزراعة مساحات واسعة من أراضيها وبخاصة زراعة الأشجار المثمرة كالزيتون واللوزيات وتتركز زراعة الخضراوات والحبوب في الأراضي المنبسطة .
بلغ عدد سكانها عام 1922م حوالي 2196 نسمة ارتفع إلى 3810 نسمة عام 1945م، وبلغ عدد سكانها عام 1967م حوالي 4200 نسمة، تضاعف إلى 6100 نسمة عام 1987م فيها مدارس لمختلف المراحل الدراسية .
يعمل أهالي القرية بالعديد من الحرف بالإضافة إلى الزراعة والتجارة، وتعتمد البلدة على مياه نبع الخفيرة الذي يبعد 3كم إلى شرق البلدة وقد تم حفر بئر غزير وتم تمديد شبكات مياه للمساكن في البلدة .
فيها ثلاثة مساجد ومكتب بريد وعيادة صحية عامة وفي البلدة جمعية خيرية هي جمعية الهلال الأحمر تشرف على روضة أطفال ومشغل للخياطة وتقوم بنشاطات ثقافية واجتماعية وصحيةhttp://www.palestine-info.net/arabic/landhistory/geo/jineen.htm

driving

2005-10-25T10:43:00.000+02:00

In just 2 rainy days 5 were killed and more that 300 car accidents took place.

Yeah this is Jordan, where every body uses his hand as a valid signaling tool.

They should remove the signaling light from cars. we don’t use it...

U can just use your hand to go to the right or left and the one behind you should always expect that you will move anytime or even stop in the middle of the street.

And people wonder why we have high percentage of accidents here in Jordan!!

We have rules but we don’t like to obey them. unless a good police man was standing in the street.

ramdan timeZ

2005-10-23T10:16:00.000+02:00

I miss Irbid, I didn’t expect to say it that early but really I miss it.

Maybe because it was beautiful in Ramadan time

You finish your lectures

Go and have some sleep, wake up and start looking for people to go with you for breakfast.

And we had that neighbor he was a great chef :D, his house was always full of hungry people :p

But I think the most things I’ll miss would be “laylat el qdr”, if you go to aljam3a mosque or “fay7a2”, it’ll be full of students you feel like you know every one.

Its something I won’t witness again I guess.

Blu-ray Disc

2005-10-16T11:06:00.000+02:00

Blu-ray, also known as Blu-ray Disc (BD) is the name of a next-generation optical disc format jointly developed by the Blu-ray Disc Association (BDA), a group of the world's leading consumer electronics, personal computer and media manufacturers (including Apple, Dell, Hitachi, HP, JVC, LG, Mitsubishi, Panasonic, Pioneer, Philips, Samsung, Sharp, Sony, TDK and Thomson). The format was developed to enable recording, rewriting and playback of high-definition video (HD), as well as storing large amounts of data. A single-layer Blu-ray Disc can hold 25GB, which can be used to record over 2 hours of HDTV or more than 13 hours of standard-definition TV. There are also dual-layer versions of the discs that can hold 50GB.

While current optical disc technologies such as DVD, DVD±R, DVD±RW, and DVD-RAM use a red laser to read and write data, the new format uses a blue-violet laser instead, hence the name Blu-ray. Despite the different type of lasers used, Blu-ray products can easily be made backwards compatible through the use of a BD/DVD/CD compatible optical pickup and allow playback of CDs and DVDs. The benefit of using a blue-violet laser (405nm) is that it has a shorter wavelength than a red laser (650nm), which makes it possible to focus the laser spot with even greater precision. This allows data to be packed more tightly and stored in less space, so it's possible to fit more data on the disc even though it's the same size as a CD/DVD. This together with the change of numerical aperture to 0.85 is what enables Blu-ray Discs to hold 25GB/50GB.

With the rapid growth of HDTV, the consumer demand for recording HD programming is quickly rising. Blu-ray was designed with this application in mind and supports direct recording of the MPEG-2 TS (Transport Stream) used by digital broadcasts, which makes it highly compatible with global standards for digital TV. This means that HDTV broadcasts can be recorded directly to the disc without any quality loss or extra processing. To handle the increased amount of data required for HD, Blu-ray employs a 36Mbps data transfer rate, which is more than enough to record and playback HDTV while maintaining the original picture quality. In addition, by fully utilizing an optical disc's random accessing features, it's possible to playback video on a disc while simultaneously recording HD video.

Blu-ray is expected to replace VCRs and DVD recorders with the transition to HDTV over the coming years. The format is also likely to become a standard for PC data storage and HD movies in the future.

i hate U

2005-10-16T10:21:00.000+02:00

yeah i hate u mahjoob.com

where are u when i need u?

i have nothing to do now , am checking the site every now and then but nothing. only the worst msg that u ever wanna see while browsing :

The page cannot be displayed

and what i should do now?
wait?

thanks god we have google at least i can look for other things to do.

er9'ena

2005-10-10T16:37:00.000+02:00

Two weeks ago or more I decided to go to Egypt for my second training period
Hijjawi foundation pays for the tickets and give me a place to live there, anyway
This was something interesting before like 2 years, and students would kill for such an opportunity. Why?
Because they can have fun or they will be trained to have fun not to become an engineer so most of the students wanted that.
But this year no one was thinking about Egypt coz everyone had another ideas in his mind like going to a good company , and yeah they maybe take him for a job ( with a good was6a of course )

So what about me?
I managed to get a relatively good training in a company here for the first three months, but I couldn’t manage to find another good company that can accept me without having a was6a or connections with someone from the HR or so.

So I decided to go to Egypt. Of course after I discovered that we are trained on nothing most of the time and the things that I take in three months can be covered in 3 weeks or less.
The problem now is that Egypt trip will be canceled within a month if no students register, “ what a bunch of nerds “that what an old friend told me. Your are giving Egypt away for Fastlink :D?

I feel like the Arabic proverb was talking about me “ارضينا بالهم والهم ما رضي فينا”

So the result is: do you have any was6a in fastlink or such company :P

salamo 3aleko

2005-10-09T11:03:00.000+02:00

A very boring day el 7amdulelah

here I am trying to pass my day , am setting doing nothin.

this is my second day in this new department , but the problem there is nothing to be trained on here

just 2 engineers keep monitoring and checking if there errors in the system or just the are writing reports

so what am doing ?

am reading some documents mn el zahag
wa browsing the internet, but even mahjoob.com is boring

maybe I'll take a nap or just leave , coz I doubt it that someone will notice :D

Ramadan kareem

2005-10-06T21:17:00.000+02:00

kol 3am wa ento b 5eer
3 days have passed till now, i did nothing 2 be proud of
i spent most of the 1st and 2nd days sleeping

inshala today i'll pray tarwee7 and continue doing that inshala

wa ramdan kareem

1 2 3

2005-10-02T21:53:00.000+02:00

It seems that I have nothing to say these days
Every time I start writing something it ends with a draft
Saved draft on the free space on blogspot

So I have 2 say sorry to myself, I can’t express you these days

Or maybe just there is nothing to express

Powered by Xpress.jo :D

2005-09-26T20:16:00.000+03:00

Al-Qaeda suspect jailed over 9/11

A Syrian man accused of heading a Spanish al-Qaeda cell and helping to organise the 9/11 attacks has been jailed for 27 years in Madrid.

Imad Yarkas was jailed along with 17 other men convicted on charges of aiding al-Qaeda.

Two men accused over the 9/11 attacks were cleared of murder in Europe's biggest terror trial.

A journalist for Arabic TV network al-Jazeera was also jailed for seven years for collaborating with al-Qaeda.

The 17 men convicted were sentenced to between six and 11 years in jail for a range of terrorism offences.

Among them was Driss Chebli, accused of helping Yarkas plot the 2001 attacks.

He was cleared of murder charges but sentenced to six years for collaborating with a terror group.

may allah be with you Mr Tayseer Alloni
coz we can do nothing but praying for you

www.taysiralouni.net

www.freetayseer.com

http://alonysolidarity.net

PeOple

2005-09-25T23:54:00.000+03:00

I used to build some walls between me and new people that I meet, taking a long time to get used to someone, and for sure a longer time to call him a friend
Maybe it was my way to protect myself from any shock
I mean you can see every day someone get betrayed by his best best friend.
But now I don’t do that, I think I learned that we should not over think these kinds of issues
Just meet the new people and enjoy your day
Today I did that, someone that I met first time and I kept talking :p
It was a nice evening with a free dinner :D

the same old mistake

2005-09-22T19:11:00.000+03:00

Should we always make things in such way so people can be sure that we are stupid people?

On this week my university Yarmouk started the electronic registration. It was its first time, but I think the JU "university of Jordan" and JUST "Jordanian university for science and technology" are using such a system

Anyway, first day was on Sunday and it was my time, the stupid people at the registration department said that all the students before 2002 should register on that day

So what did they think? Of course we will try to access the site from 8 am on that day

The server went down and the site was lost for hours

But thanks god I was able to register at 3 pm

Old memories

2005-09-21T19:37:00.000+03:00

I remember once when I was 5 or 6, I had a crush on some kind of swords it was used in a cartoon.
So for sure I told my father about them and kept nagging about it
first thing on the next mooring I woke up to get ready for my school and my dad had bought us something. But It wasnt that swords :( , he didnt know them and he thought he got the right thing, but unfortunately he got us a hula hoop by mistake :$

i wont ever forget that disappointed look on his face when i told him NO its not that
i felt like i did something wrong at that time

anyway next day he bought us the silly swords :D

and sure it wasn't that silly at that time

just one week

2005-09-17T02:21:00.000+03:00

My friend said he finished a relationship; it was short, One week relationship
Maybe it was the shortest relation that I ever heard of

Anyway he met this girl at work, they liked each other and after 2 or 3 days they dumped each other to be very good friends as he said

In fact they stopped it coz they were walking in a closed road
My friend won’t have the money to get married or something before 3 or 4 years
And she’s looking for a husband; Full equipped one
It was a smart move of both sides.

I guess….

9 - 5

2005-09-17T01:58:00.000+03:00

People I don’t know how you can do it

It has been 2 weeks since I started my training in this company, and I don’t know how people can go to work every day at 8 or 9 and come back home like 6 or something

Ya3ni you have no time but 2 eat and take a rest and sleep maybe a little TV and internet.
It’s nice, better that studying for sure
But still it makes me feel tired everyday
Maybe am like other people I like nothing; if I was in the university I’ll say I wanna work
And if I was working I’ll say I wanna go home

And maybe when I return to the university again to finish my last courses I’ll say alla yer7am ayam el tadreeb: D

Is it me? Or all the people feel the same?

ME nd U

2005-09-06T00:35:00.000+03:00

I don’t know why I feel that people change in a greater speed that light moves
You may lose your friend in hours or minutes
Maybe you will lose your best friend in less than that…

So sometimes I think maybe I am the one who really changed?
It’s irritating ……..

first day

2005-09-04T17:40:00.000+03:00

Today i had something to wake up for

it was my first day in the training thingi. i woke up at 730 and prepared myself and i had time to read some pages in that sad novel by abd el rahman moneef ( sharq el motaws6) ...
i waited my brother so i can get a free ride , and here i am with my memory problem , i cant remember any road. i feel that every single road in jordan is new one.the company is located somewhere near mecca street but i felt like discovered the street today .

so i was there and i saw a girl from our collage she was leaving in her car , i knew i was late but i said what ever its my first day :D

anyway i reached the company. someone i knew met me at the gate and i met that employee who gave me things to sign

i laughed .. They told me i have to sign something about the secrets of the company
and that i don't have any relative who is working in similar companies like this one.
i felt like am doing something strange , of course i signed without reading coz as i know "kolo 3nd el 3arab 9aboneeh ".

the told me to come tomorrow at 830 so i can start my training ... so i just wasted my already wasted day by signing these papers..

NothinG

2005-08-31T02:29:00.000+03:00

its just few days before i start my training period, its 6 months

maybe it will help in fixing my mood because am feeling am stepping a grumpy period
some people think that i cant be upset coz am laughing most of my time or at least smiling.

the last thing i remember about this thing when i was riding with a friend ( not that close one)
and he told me i wish am like you always laughing and having no problems to care about or something like that , i cant recall. but anyway i said nothing to him coz he was telling me that story describing his relationship with his family , so i kept saying aha .

so i had this idea; maybe in jordan u should walk with a sad face all the time , maybe then u will fit into the picture in a better way.

amman - irbid - amman

2005-08-29T04:27:00.000+03:00

In my last summer session I left my dorm and chose to go every day to my university at irbid

so first day was boring one in the bus .. I though I should look for something that might entertain me in that one hour daily journey

i went to the library and picked a short stories collection it was called al-samt ( the silence) for a jordanian writer called khaleel qendeel..

anyway next day i opened that book and started reading , i felt like am doing something strange,
and it was for a Jordanian bus !!

I was looking at my self thinking "hehe what a nerd!!" as most of the passengers though , they maybe said look at that one , he started eating his books at the beginning of the semester

to tell u the truth I felt that am unique for a moment

and at that day I was sure that only me who wasn't bored of that one hour boring road...

my words

2005-08-28T02:08:00.000+03:00

In the last week I had some friends who had their share of problems

I was not that satisfied with the help I gave because it was only words

but u cant know how am happy now when I found that my words and only words helped them to forget or cope with their problems

yeah sure I don't have solutions , but at least I did every thing I can ..

a try

2005-08-27T18:58:00.000+03:00

i spent the last 20 minutes calling friends

we decided before that we will go and watch a movie today... but for sure its my bad luck again

we had to post pond it to Tuesday.

I don't like to make 6al3at , I like it when its already made and someone calls me to tell me would u go?!

I remember in the school time they used to say I have this leadership thing.. Don't know if I lost it or if I had it in the first place

elmohem I called another friend and he was working (yeah he graduated, IT people :D)
okay he was working on a demo... We talked eshway .. but am tired of talking and of course no new news!!
from where shall I get my new news!!

so no 6al3a for today

fajer

2005-08-27T03:33:00.000+03:00

its almost 4 am here
my day was busy , good one thx god

i spent my time without being that bored

so i can say it was a successful day.

i will pray fajer before i go 2 sleep , although i missed 3esha and ma3'reb

stupid i know.

see MySelf...
bye Me

so

2005-08-26T18:31:00.000+03:00

am bored and am bored of saying this word

now am getting out with friends, actulay they want to ey2rgloo so i should think about using this thing for real..

now i'll go, set with them keep talking and maybe get nafseen salba6aa mn el shabab. coz ana ma ba2rgel, but am sure most people here use it just coz they are bored and now they kan say : yala shabab argeleeh ...

sheh

me

2005-08-26T16:25:00.000+03:00

some people think that they know me just after having a chat or 2
or by viewing my posts in forums

plz don't

First thing

2005-08-24T23:40:00.000+03:00

its funny how that am too bored , so am writing this thing so that someone who is bored like me read it without getting any useful information .

funny
sigh....